i will find a way

i will find a way to awaken despite these
endless comforts and instant gratifications
that aim to pacify me into a sleep and dreaming life.
i will find a way to open to the perfection
of the world and my self despite all the propaganda
to the contrary.
i will find a way to realize the truth and absolute
undeniable reality of the Sacred Spirit in all things
especially myself.
i will find a way to grasp the depth and breath
of what love really and truely is.
i will find a way regardless the innumerable grave traps
to open to joy and play.
i will find a way to set fire to my life, to own my ideals,
and to be true to my inner self.
i will find a way thru all the bullshit to find you
and know you as my true brother/sister.
i will find a way to own and make peace with all
that i have been, done and said,
so i can be real.
i will find a way to surrender to my sacredness
and always strive to know and
honour yours.
and despite the uncountable obstacles this world
throws in my path, i will find a way
to hold you in my heart.